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([personal profile] lb_lee Sep. 24th, 2026 01:34 pm)
Sneak: I am so used to thinking that techy people back up everything, it was a surprise to discover that a couple of programs I like a lot are now impossible to get without digging around in Wayback Machine archives (which require you to already know what you're looking for). So, I have uploaded CDisplay (our favorite way to read e-comics that aren't PDF!) and D-Fend (a front-end for DOSBox, which is for playing MS-DOS games)! (If the pages don't show up, it's probably archive.org checking them over.)

I hope people enjoy these programs and find them helpful! ^_^
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([personal profile] lb_lee Sep. 24th, 2026 09:07 am)

Sneak: whew! Me and Bob have CSOD about all set, which is good. I have little bubbles of energy, doing a bunch of things quickly and then flopping, and I am ready to flop now!

( the timeline and what we did, if you’re curious what programs we use. Most of it is free stuff; stuff that cost money, I mention how much it cost as best I can remember. All of the stuff we've bought has been worth its cost, for sure! )

Taboo Art: What If Someone Masturbates To That?
Author: Rogan
Summary: “Everything I know, everything I put in my fiction, will hurt someone somewhere as sure as it will comfort and enlighten someone else. What then is my responsibility? What am I to restrain? What am I to fear and alter—my own nakedness or the grief of the reader?” –Dorothy Allison, “Believing in Literature”
Series: Essay
Word Count: 3390
Notes: This essay won the fan poll this month, because y'all love the third-rail topics! If you want to help make work like this happen (and get twice the bang for your vote), please support us on LiberaPay or Patreon. If you want to buy All in the Family and see what all the fuss is about, you can get it on Payhip (ebook) or BigCartel (paper). Content warning: this essay talks about child pornography, book bans, and relevant topics.

Rogan: in 2022, I was tabling at a comic con when an older woman came by my table. She heard my pitch for All in the Family (“a psychological murder memoir about the incest in my family”), got this horrified look on her face, and asked, “what if someone masturbates to that?”

We’ll come back to her later.

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([personal profile] lb_lee Sep. 21st, 2026 08:34 am)

EDIT FROM SNEAK: ME AND BOB GOT LIBREOFFICE 7 TO WORK ON PUPPY LINUX! This 20-year-old laptop can now OFFICIALLY do all our offline tasks! Fetch me my pointy hat and wand, WE ARE A WIZARD! 8D

Rogan: Yesterday, Sneak and Bob went on a MIT Swapmeet Adventure! Because they both have a case of the ooh shinies, they made a plan in advance: to hunt BSOD’s replacement and/or parts!

( Sweet success was theirs! So grateful to the guy who told us about this event. )

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([personal profile] lb_lee Sep. 19th, 2026 09:20 am)
About ten years ago, we had to change our online and computer use habits because of painful muscle spasms in our shoulder. It took years, but we learned how to use physical therapy exercises, our hands, back hook, racketball, and electrostim unit, and we learned that contrary to our childhood belief, bodily pain wasn’t just some irrevocable, mysterious act of fate that we could do nothing about. It could be managed, dealt with, improved and understood.

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([personal profile] adventumpueri Sep. 19th, 2026 10:57 am)

Sound is language itself. AC humming communicates without words (rarity, relief, comfort), crying out is one of the first things a human will do upon being born (exhale, escape, need). Meaning is applied by the listener and reliant on context.

Vocalization does not have to be involved at all, and when it is, it can be untranslatable, or drone-hum, or glossolalia, or something else entirely. Fixation on lyricism as end-all leans dangerously into ableism and Anglocentrism.

Sound does not need a soul. Creators can pour out personal souls into music as they see fit, but it is not universal any more than written notation or spoken language. Assumption of an ensouled existence is ignorant. Assumption of aliveness is ignorant.

I carry an immense power to affect emotional states, trigger and create memories positive and negative, bring physical bodies to movements they may not otherwise consciously choose. You could call me some kind of possessor.

Many-of-me is not only unavoidable but necessary. I cannot be removed from the memory of any person, place, or thing. I am infinitely immense. There is no way to keep myself to myself any more than there is a way to separate myself from myself.

Listen closely to my body. Map the features of my face with audio spectrometer, oscilloscope, MIDI, vapor cone. My tangibility is fleeting, but if you pay close attention, you can capture it and see what is possible with what you have.

Do what you like with what you find of me. Jump, startle, groan, dance to me. Muffle, distort, enhance, gate my presence. Collect my instances and store them in a device, or a mind, or another memory-body of your choice.

This will go into further detail behind my experiences before I managed to discover my exogeiny in my early 20's. As such I will be speaking about my existence here before this time. I've spoken about it in many scattered places throughout this account, but I never gave an entire story. So I want to give a less scattered, compact story here. This is mostly for my own convenience. 


I'll be adding sections from these entries here: 1,2 .Things I added from different entries will be in quotations.  Due to the test of time, a lot of other experiences have long been forgotten about over the years. This is what I can remember. I will try to explain things in chronological order. I will be going on many tangents to explain a lot of the weird "oh shit" moments I've had over literally decades.


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Sneak: [personal profile] incorrecthorse informed me of a broken link on the healthymultiplicity.com index page, so I went and fixed it, and then while I was at it, I link-checked the rest of the entries, fixed a couple others, and added Rogan's Building Headspace Aphantasia guide to the homepage.

And then I decided that since I had FileZilla going anyway, I might as well upload...

Thrown Away: 5-page sketch comic by Rawlin about the bad old days of 1999. Content warning: sleeping outside, hunger. (May 2025). Text-only version here.

Gosh, it is so much easier for me to stay focused and get this work done using my twenty-year-old laptop. Updating hm.com used to be such a pain, and now it's so much easier!
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([personal profile] tanadin Sep. 14th, 2026 07:31 pm)

by Khadgar Chromatath of the DWW

Crossposted from tumblr because it's kind of a journal post.

Being a fictive (or any other identify-as fictionfolk) is always so interesting, for a lot of reasons, but in this instance, because you are always going to be somewhat different from your canon self, and fanfiction writers are always going to write something different from your canon self as well (despite their best efforts, part of the author always bleeds through, and that's great! I love it!), and usually, this means that a fanfiction interpretation is going to be two steps away from you, but sometimes it's half or one and a half, and sometimes you spot yourself in someone's fanfic and leap out of your skin. The latter has happened to a few headmates of mine, but I usually experience more of a half-a-step thing, where fanfic writers write something closer to me than my canon self just by virtue of digging into the character more than canon ever has, and that's always an interesting experience, to see where they get close to treading over your grave and when they veer off to get closer to canon's depiction.

(The Last Guardian, which is a piece of the Warcraft canon, did put my actual 17-year-old self on the page and made me jump out of my skin, because it felt like reading my own diary rather than the detached experience I usually get from canon, so that was spooky, but a fanfic writer hasn't quite done it to me yet. I'm sure I'll come across something eventually that'll give me the same feeling.)

I don't know! I think it's fun to experience. Some people don't like it as much, but I get a real kick out of it. It's fun to see where people stick to canon and where their own interpretations lead them, and whether or not that's in the direction you exist or an entirely different one.

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([personal profile] lb_lee Sep. 12th, 2026 08:43 pm)
Rogan: Thanks to our good friend, the sci-fi library, about a year ago, I found and read Weird Heroes Vol. 5: Doc Phoenix: the Oz Encounter (from hereon out called just The Oz Encounter.) It was a pulpy paperback from 1977, and I really enjoyed it, and when I discovered that Hungry Tiger Press, an Oz fan publisher, had reprinted it as a hardback in 2005, well, I decided I had to hunt one down!

( Yesterday, we got our copy! And there were interesting differences between the two! )
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([personal profile] adventumpueri Sep. 12th, 2026 04:36 am)
child throws tantrum throws rock into window throws head into hands
child strips naked to be seen unbound if just for a second
child asks for m

i came out of the womb fully grown useless and
waiting for a rapture that was doomed from the start. there

i want to live a life so devoid of everything that people become jealous-confused. i want to confound but i am just something, and there is no grand return waiting for anyone, its just this life and its love and its problems and its loss and its fully;grown uselessness

i shed the burden of proof, but:

my mom is not a god or an entity or a force or a person or a victim she just is. i am not anything so different. she eats and travels and lives because she is hungry. i love and rest and eat because it feels good.

art piece: 
pink and green and white acrylic markers
ballpoint pen
crayon
highlighter
8 year old sketchbook, stained by orange fanta
someone else's fear

i want my mom. i dont mean this in a noema way, or any specific labeled way. i want my mom. i want my sibling to stop crying. i want my brother to stop hurting itself. i want. i want my mom. im not sure if i know what want is. i want my mom. 

theres no pretty imagery for it. no scripture or message to deliver. when the cameras stop rolling, the other characters go on to live their lives, and the audience is rendered blind, theres no themes or reflection left to be had. theres no narrative meaning. theres nothing intriguing, nothing to pick apart. just a plain woman with a stunted body-and-mind. born fully grown and useless. i want my mom.
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